童話不是乘載夢想的迷幻劑，而是喚醒現實的清醒劑。–高文英 Fairy tale was not the hallucinogen that bear dreams, while it was the sober that wake you up to back to the reality. –Ko Moon-young
雖然是精神病但沒關係 韓劇心得
It’s Okay to not be Okay.
童話故事是很多人小時候的共同回憶，大部分的童話都是帶著一點點寓意，但又用夢幻與快樂的劇情包裝著，讓小朋友在歡樂的心情下接收劇情想要告訴我們的道理。但這齣「雖然是精神病但沒關係」的韓劇女主角，有反社會人格的高文英，她的童話故事卻是常常出現血腥暴力的情節，而無私奉獻壓抑自我的精神病醫院護工:文鋼太與患有自閉的哥哥文尚泰，三個在普遍世人眼中「不正常」的人，卻在相處後相知、相惜與相愛，找到屬於自己臉孔。這齣韓劇會分享我最喜歡的4集，而編劇也很用心的將每一集用一個童話故事包裝，讓我們發現原來現實就是童話，童話就在生活中。
高文英因為媽媽最喜歡她留長髮，所以一直有著一頭烏黑美麗的長直髮，但這一頭長髮卻也代表著童年對於媽媽不好的回憶，有暴力傾向的媽媽讓高文英總是做惡夢，活在不安與恐懼中。再來則是有個因為生病而情緒失控的年邁父親，甚至在精神病院差點失控殺了文英，或許父母與建築師父親親手建的城堡，就是一個詛咒，讓文英像是長髮公主一樣被困在裡面。
不要忘記，要克服過去，如果克服不了，你就只是個靈魂長不大的小孩。
第四集中文英出版的「喪屍小孩」因為太過血腥暴力而被禁止銷售，雖然鋼太覺得自己已經過了看童話書的年紀，但文英卻跟鋼太說，他其實還是一個孩子，一個需要被關愛的孩子。「喪屍小孩」是一個殭屍小孩的母親為了養活孩子，不惜切下自己的四肢給小孩當食物，但孩子卻在最後說:媽媽，真的好溫暖。不知道是因為媽媽的肉很溫暖，還是母愛讓他覺得很溫暖，也因為看了這本書，鋼太毫不猶豫地衝出去尋找差點被罹患精神疾病的父親掐死的文英。
這三位主角共同的回憶就是自己的媽媽，文英對媽媽有恐懼，鋼太覺得媽媽對她不公平，尚泰很愛很愛媽媽，其實他們三個對於母親這個腳色都有各自的陰影或是遺憾，因此文英的「喪屍小孩」才讓鋼太這麼難過，因為想媽媽。一般的童話故事不會像「喪屍小孩」這麼血腥，但文英其實在這部戲前面就告訴過我們，童話故事其實是現實的縮影，所以她毫不顧忌的將媽媽對孩子的愛用犧牲自我如此偉大的情節敘述出來，因為她覺得媽媽對孩子的付出，那份愛其實很血腥、很現實，但媽媽又甘之如飴，因為只要是為了孩子好她都願意做，這大概也是文英和鋼太心中對於母親的遺憾吧。
As for fairy tale, those stories actually hid some meaningful contents but wrapped with fantastic plots and magical characters. Moon-young, an author of fairy tale however always plus realistic materials to her stories. We would see a specific life of these three specific characters: Ko Moon-young, a fairy tale author who had antisocial personality; Moon Gang-tae, a care worker in the psychiatric hospital and his elder brother Moon Sang-tae, who had autism. They met each other and got through difficulties, then they finally found their true faces. Every episode of this drama was named with fairy tale, I am going to share my top four favorite episodes which also made me understand that our life is also a fairy tale, the fairy tale told us what was reality.
Moon-young lived in a castle built for her novelist mother by her constructor father. Unfortunately, her mother had tendency to press domestic violence on her in her childhood. She was asked to keep hair long in order to match mother’s preference. That is, Moon-young often had nightmare because of her mom. Moon-young was stranded like a Rapunzel in a castle was cursed.
We have to conquer our suffering memories before or our souls would not grow up as kids.
Though Kang-tae considered himself was not at the age to read fairy tale, Moon-young said to him: you are still a child, a child who needs to be loved. Moon- young’s new publication, Zombie Kid, was banged to publish because of its bloody plots. The mother of the little zombie cut her limbs to feed her baby, before the mother passed away, the zombie felt warm by hugging her. Was mother’s meat made he feel warm or mother’s love? Kang-tae was touched by this story so that he decided to take Moon-young home when she just almost be strangled by her father.
Through Zombie Kid, we found that these three characters all had desires or were regretful to their mothers. But Moon-young told us that fairy tale was a miniature of reality world. Kang-tae thought his mother was not justice among two brothers; Moon-young had nightmare to her mother. Maybe they both had so sorrow shadow of mother, so that Moon-young wrote this story and Jang-tae was touched by it.
